It was quite unbelievable that he recognized me, it has been
10 years since we saw each other after college, I had added good amount of fat
to my tummy and rest of the body; To him I might have looked like an inflated
balloon that took 10 long years to inflate day by day, bit by bit, fat by fat,
cell by cell.
Eventhough I had totally forgotten him in the mundane life,
the words immediately flashed on my mind
“Every atom in my blood
Says your name
Maya Maya”
It was not great poetry, whether it can be called poetry at
all is debatable, but I remember it vividly as sun rays through a glass window
in Chennai during May, was due to the fact that it was the first time that I
saw something written in blood!
Movies maybe have shown such nonsense but to see it in real
life was a no nonsense experience. The
smell had climbed on to my nose and somewhere as the fat grew bit by bit it had
rented a cell and rested comfortably on my brain like an old retired man
sitting on his verandah in an easy chair bare chested, watching the traffic
pass by having nothing to do but wonder about the son who is away in a foreign
country.
Raghu looked the same, short and lean making anyone think of
asking when was the last time he ate; the thick moustache looking like a black
worm was there between his nose and lips. Lips were as dark as the stark
reality of night, tarnished day by day by the smoking he did right from college
days. As though smoke had settled, his hair had shades of grey. The only
difference was the rim-less glass he was wearing now, this made him looked
smarter than what he liked to pretend he was, rightfully so.
Neither I nor Raghu were the easy mingling types but seeing
someone from college must have refreshed his memories and the smell inside me
suddenly woke up clinging to his love story. The smell suddenly spread like
milk spilled from the dropped open feeding bottle of a child, spreading as much
as it can, as far as it can, raking the curiosity of the child with every move
it made. Like the child splashing and playing the spilled milk, I began playing
with it, the division of the class, sudden silence of Eashwar, the cries of
people and irritatingly my lack of the full picture woke me up.
I cared very little to know how he was doing and how he
coped up with life after. The smell was only interested in knowing what really
happened with him, Maya and Selvam. Sure this was a triangular story of love,
betrayal, and hatred but was there more… death? Why would Eashwar not talk about it? Now that
I had the heart in front of me, it was time to dissect it and see what’s
inside. I sharpened my knives, blades,
foreceps and clips, put on my mask.
Do you want to enter the operation theatre with me?
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